Thursday, July 22, 2010

reasoning seasoning forgiving....

minx maaf kpada yg tersayang...dis is wat i felt...and its getting to understand n loving you...just read it carefully n i'm sure,our life will be better within undersatanding...
Hurm...da reas0n..reas0n why i wr0te dis bl0g of my l0ve st0ry...bec0z i'm feel s0 l0nely,s0 sad,s0 angry...each of dis als0 hve it own st0ries...first,i'm being l0nely...dis bc0z my l0ver,has t0 g0 t0 matriculati0n...matric stdnt will n0t missed wif da c0mpact actvty,classes,n other pr0grammes...bf0re she g0,evryday,my ph0ne wil full of her msgs,s0metimes call or misk0l...evryday i'll wake up very happily,c0z i want t0 wke up s0me0ne dat i l0ve,..i'll called her,hear her v0ice,.only g0d kn0ws,h0w much i l0ve her...maybe others will say,.dats juz beginning,later y0u'll get b0red...g0 t0 hell wh0 said like dat..once i hear her v0ice,my w0rld bec0me very cherish,ful of happines,.i d0nt kn0w..is dat fr0m satan or wat?hurm..evry nite,i'll call her,1 t0 2 h0urs,make super savers called,.my prepaid credit never been zer0,c0z i d0nt want her t0 wait f0r me,.i care of her feeling vry much,..but i'm a human being t0o,make mistake with0ut c0nci0us..always she angry at me,..i juz accept,.its rite i accept,but maybe s0me0ne may tell me dat i'm dayus..f*ck th0se said like dat t0 me,..i d0nt have strength t0 get angry at her,t0 level up my v0ice..n0t bc0z i'm dayus,.bc0z my l0ve t0 her,.i h0pe she'll kn0w,realize n apreciate my l0ve t0 her....s0metimes angryness c0ntr0l my mind,i really mad at her c0z shes just d0esnt care b0ut me,.but i kn0w,shes busy,.i also hve da soft heart,dat must be care n be r0ck by a girl...h0h0..evrytime i get angry i'll thìnk,rati0nally,.why sh0uld i feel like dis?? Shes busy n i must undrstand her...later,. my angry turn to blame on me c0z my mistake..i'm as a man must be str0ng,n da str0ng as a man dat i hve turn int0 s0ftness dat came c0z my l0ve t0 her...i'm crazy,really crazy to her..i h0pe this feeling will be in my heart as l0ng as i live in dis w0rld..insyaallah...for the rest of my life i'll be with you..
the world may change day by day..but nothing can change my love for you..

storying as requesting....hahahaha

hahahahaha...tajok pon mcm dah tau..akula yg tau aku nak tulis apa..hehehe...post kali ni nak cita sai apa yg dipinta oleh minah tonggek...haih,lama x menaip,jari pon dah keras abeh dah....tanpa melengahkan masa yg terlengah2...aku start story...actually tajok dia,nak yg sedapla...hehehhe...fall in love..menarik kan??
hahahaha...sebelom cita aku nak gitau dulu apa yg membuatkan aku nak tulis n betapa bersemangatnya aku nk tulis..hehehhe...la ni kul 12 lebeh..td kul 9 aku gayot ngn minah tu..besala..romantik2 sket...gelak2...dia suruh aku update blog..padahai dah banyak kali dia suruh,aku x update pon,tp dah mlm ni sumanya nmpak bahagia..aku pon rajin2 kanlah diri aku ni nak update(mmg dah rajin pon)hehehhe..
ok...starting of da story...ari tu ari bpa ari bulan xtau,aku pi la jmpa minah ni,kat matrikla..time ari sbtu or ahad aku x ingat...pi amek dia,bawak pi JJ kat bkit mertajam......hahahahah...pagi2 buta kami pi,,orang pon xdak lg..bayk section yg x bukak lagi..hehehe...punyala bersemangat ngn awek aku ni nak dating,tgok wayang....eh..sblom pi JJ tu kami pi makan dulu ...kot...hahaha..x ingat..sori sayang...teruskan2..dah la pi awai,wayang plak lmbat,,jenoh gak tggu...beli aiskrim...jalan2...usha2 kedai..(usha jala...huhuhu)...dan akhirnya wayang pon bukak....cita pilihan aku yg aku ajak dia tgok..KARATE KID..aku minatla lawan2 ni...dia pon ok..naseb baekla cita tu best,ada gak unsur2 cinta,romantik2,berkaseh sayang ni..xpala..okla..layan la kami dua tgok cita tu smpai abeh...ada gak babak sedih,aku mcm nak kuaq ayaq mata,tp dok ngn awek,cover machola..hahahahaha....
abeh pon wayang..saja masok kat tmpat pakaian,tgok2 baju,boxer..lawa gila boxer ITALY...team bolala....aku nak beli tp duet plak jd masalah..bkn duet yg bermasalah..aku yg bermasalah coz xdak duet scukupnya...hahahaha....kami jalan2..dok tgok2 baju..aku nampak baju ni..jenama SAM..lawa,,aku tertarikla..aku nak bli xdak duet,.bkn xdak terus,x ckup bajet....mmg aku minatla design dia yg simple,arga pon ok...aku pon buatla muka minat gila2 kat baju tu...syg aku tanya nak ka?? aku katala xdak duet,dia kata xpala, amekla, dia bayaq...hehhehehehe...ish,biaq betoi minah ni,.....huhuhu..aku mcm x percaya,...aku jadi malu gila,dah la duet xdak,dok usha baju xmau mau....aku katala kat syg aku ni,xpala,.xpayahla...dalam ati aku ni nak la...tp aku x sggop..aku malula...pastu aku ajak dia keluar...dia kata amekla jgk dia bayaq..aku xmau!!!!!(lam ati:naaakkk!!!)hahahaha..dgn egonya aku kluaq ja dari tmpat tu...pastu aku tgok minah ni dah masam muka...haih..pasaipa plak dah ni...dia jalan laju plak dari aku,aku pggil dia wat xtau ja...aku tarik beg tangan dia,dia rentap balik,..dia marah rupanya aku xmau amek baju yg dia nak bayaq tu.....hurmmmmmm....aku nak wat mcm na..org tgok ja kami dok mcm gadoh2..pastu aku brenti..aku buntu...pastu aku ligan dia balik,aku kata aku nak baju tu...dia tetap masam..last2 aku pujok..okla..dia agree...kami patah balik pi beli baju tu..sblom nak pi bli tu dia tanya aku mcm2..napa xmau saya beli?? sebab sy student??dia tanya aku...mampos aku nak jawab..aku nak..tp aku malu...aku x penah ada pompuan beli baju ngn aku,slalunya mak aku yg tgok aku try baju yg baru nak beli...ni sayang aku ni nak tgok..malu pon ada..xpalah...dah dia kata nak beli jgk,aku ikot jala..dah dia sruh pilih,mcm2design la..jenoh aku pilih..last2 aku amek baju atas cadangn syg aku ni...baju yg aku xdak warna lgi..(ayt apa aku tulis ni,warna baju yg aku xdak lg)aku hbqla warna kuning..dia kata okla..amekla..aku try baju,dia yg tgok ok ka dak...malu aku...hehehhe...segan...maka terbeli lah baju yg dibelikan oleh yg tersayang..TIMA KASEH SAYANG...hahahahaha....ok2...
point yg ingin ditujukan dalam cita aku kali ni hampa xkan nampak..coz aku sendri x nampak time ari tu,dah lama sket baru aku tau....nak tau dak apa point dia???sat2...bila kami dah balik,aku antaq dia,aku pon balik....lpas dua tiga ari kot...dia hbaq kat aku...dia kata jgn marah..aku kata ok la..aku xmarah..pastu dia habq kat aku dia kta dia JATOH CINTA KAT AKU TIME TGOK WAYANG ari tu....hahahhahaha...baru nak jatoh cinta kat aku??hahahaha...lawakla minah ni..dah kapel dah bpa lama baru nak jatoh cinta...maybe yg truly deeply madly kot...hehehhe..anyway,aku xmarah..aku ok ja coz shes mine now..so..ni la point post aku yg ni sbenaqnya..hurmmmm....baru jatoh cinta,....sayang..sayang...heheehehe...maybe dia nk tgok n uji aku dulu kot slama ni...saya iklas syg..n on dat day at cinema,her heart realize n accepted me as i am..so grateful coz shes also loyal to me before she fall in love....sapa paham,pahamla...xpaham cita aku sudah,...yg pasti..post adalah permintaan isteri kesayangan aku...hehehehe..tata..hahahaaha(invisible sket..)..sket ja cita aku ni..sori..terutamanya kepada sayang...